Happy Birthday @aliahnaharudin !

Salam bloggers.. I would like to wish Happy Birthday to myself.. Alhamdulillah I'm officially 22 today which I feel so blessed!! Alhamdulillah masih diberi nafas untuk menikmati setiap detik indah dalam hidup.. Ya Allah, sungguh hanya padamu aku bersyukur kerana hanya Engkau tahu apa yang terbaik buatku.. Ok here are some story of mine which I would like to share.. We don't meet people by accident, they are meant to cross our path for a reason.. Being happy together doesn't mean everything is perfect.. It means that we've decide to look beyond the imperfections.. When life give us 100 reasons to cry, show life we have 1000 reasons to smile.. Lately ni macam-macam benda sedih yang jadi and yet it's killing me deep inside.. Yes it is deeply hurt.. So this is a simple story of ABEJUMA which I would like to share.. They are my life, my love and my soul.. All I want for my birthday is to be with them and yes Allah makbulkan doa tu yes indeed the potluck is today, on my birthday.. The potluck is held in Buntal Esplanade which everyone of us MUST ATTEND and MUST BRING ANY FOOD.. Hahahaha seriously I only will cook for the special ones.. So yes I do cook something for them, which I remember Ita wants to try my Fettuccine Carbonara and so I cooked that for them and Alhamdulillah I think they love it.. Pastu kita ada exchange gift lepas makan.. I got number 6 which is always my lucky number.. I got a pink dolphin.. Tak tau siapa yang bagi.. But that doesn't matter.. What matter is I will keep it and love it.. I really love it and appreciate it.. I hope the person who give me this knows about this.. Then lepas exchange gift they plan to lepak-lepak at Damai Beach.. So first Aliah ingat dorang ni nak lepak-lepak gitu je.. Time lepak-lepak tu pulak ada la Pak Cik Pak Cik ni karaoke kat sebelah kitorang ni.. So Princess Teha kita ni nak sangat la any of us nyanyikan Sandarkan Pada Kenangan.. And sooo yesss Teha is sooo clever that she knows I will sing for her and so I did it for her.. Yes untuk kau Teha, demi kau.. Hahahaha.. And yes I would like to duet with only Inani, just I don't mentioned it.. I don't know why but I know she will.. And yes, after that we request to continue with another song which is Kenangan Terindah.. The reason I really want to sing the song is because it will be too meaningful to me.. And so I sang with all my heart and all of sudden a birthday cake come from my back!! Ya Allah terkejutnya!! And yes seriously super terharu sampai sebak rasa sampai menangis.. I never know that they will celebrate my birthday after what has happen few weeks past which I hurt most of everyone in the group feelings.. I am super sorry.. I know I am not a good friend yet the all of you is tooo kind to me.. Thanks a lot dear sahabatku sisters of ABEJUMA.. Love all of you till Jannah.. May Allah bless this friendship till forever..

"Jangan hanya kerana 1 kesalahannya aku membencinya.. Boleh jadi semasa aku memikirkan 10 kejahatannya, dia mengingati 20 kebaikan aku.. Lalu dia berdoa untuk kebaikkan ku" - @aliahnaharudin

Once an ABEJUMA always an ABEJUMA.. Because ABEJUMA will always be 11.. Never be 10, 9, 8 and etc.....

Orang kata bila kita beri sesuatu yang kita sayang, Allah akan balas kita lebih daripada itu.. I gave CHUBBY the cute green turtle to one of the luckiest ABEJUMA for the exchange gift and I got back that cute pink dolphin which I name it PHINPY.. Hahahah don't ask me why.. And malam tu dapat birthday present daripada Putri, the cute little rabbit which I name it BUNNY..

My Life Being an Aquatician!

Salam and greetings..... I've been 3 years in University Malaysia Sarawak, UNIMAS and yet I don't really know what have I learned in Aquatic Resource Science and Management.. I just know that I learn more about life, humanity and also friendship(?).. Banyak ujian yang Allah turunkan.. Mungkin mudah bagi korang, tapi tidak bagi Aliah, that is why Allah bagi kat Aliah.. Allah tau Aliah kuat maka dia turunkan ujian ni.. Korang tak akan faham.. Yes because nobody will understand.. Allah and kita sendiri je yang boleh faham diri kita..

Semester 1 baru nak adapt dengan sini macam-macam ujian Allah.. Rasa susah sangat sebab baru dalam stage nak adapt.. Macam-macam dilalui hanya Allah sahaja yang tau.. Tak payah la cerita sini k, kalau nak tau boleh tanya 1 to 1 je I'll tell the stories.. Cerita sini nanti panjang sangat.. Tapi frust sangat sebab ada 2 fail subject on the first semester (so how nak lalui semester-semester akan datang?), which is General Genetics and Cell Biology, but however dari situ Allah nak tunjuk something I guess.. Medic is not for me, tak kira la berapa lama simpan cita-cita tu, kalau Allah kata benda tu bukan untuk kita maka ia bukan untuk kita.. Semester 2 Allah bagi ujian berbentuk kekecewaan.. Yes I almost give up early of the semester.. That is when Dr Samsur asked me to extend my studies to 4 years instead of 3 years.. Or he gave an option that I have to take 2 years if intersession to graduate on time.. I do applied without anyone knowing but both years I did not get to take the intersession.. Tapi apa yang orang tau cakap kat belakang jadi kepochi "Aliah tu sombong tak nak ambik intersession, try je la apply, ini tak berlagak macam hebat".. Yes I do hear someone said that yet I do nothing and just ignore sebab Aliah tau Aliah apply cuma tak dapat.. Biarlah kepochi-kepochi ni, semoga kau bahagia lalu melupakan aku.. K? Please go away..

Semester 3 Allah bagi Aliah ujian dimana Aliah rasa macam hampir-hampir hidup merempat,, Macam-macam betul ujian dalam nak mencari rumah sewa sebab tak dapat kolej.. Masa tu rasa susah sangat sampai berpindah-pindah rumah.. Alhamdulillah Aliah tabah, walaupun susah sangat rasa masa tu.. After half semester baru lah dapat rumah yang tetap, itu pon Allah uji dengan orang-orang dalam rumah tu.. Which is kawan baik Aliah sendiri.. Malas nak kenang, kita ni biarlah kita appreciate orang, orang tak nak appreciate kita itu hal diorang.. Tapi Allah bagi pointer yang baik masa semester tu.. And Semester 4 Allah bagi rasa kemanisan hidup sikit.. Housemate penyayang, roommate penyayang.. I love them all and I have the most wonderful birthday celebration that year.. Tapi however ujian tetap ada.. Which Allah tau Aliah sangat berharap nak dapat 3 pointer and I put a lot of effort.. Once I put an effort, if you know me then you will really see it and yes I know I deserve better result but if Allah says no then no.. So Allah uji lagi sekali subject yang paling Aliah letak effort, fail.. Rasa macam dissapointed sangat.. Macam separuh gila jugak time tu sebab pelik macam mana boleh fail.. And yes apa-apa pon redha jugak.. Kecewa tapi itu apa yang Allah redha kan.. Allah redha dia bagi kita fail, Alhamdulillah.. Jangan Allah bagi kita A tapi Allah tak redha..

Semester 5 Ya Allah hanya engkau tahu betapa berat ujian-ujian dilalui.. Masa ni tak dapat kolej, duduk luar pulak tu.. Terpaksa menumpang sana sini.. Dengar pulak orang mengata belakang Aliah itu Aliah ini.. Ada kepochi tanye bila nak blah dari rumah orang sekian-sekian.. To this kepochi, you know nothing so just shut your mouth.. Semak pulak kepochi ni.. Aliah pon tak suka susahkan orang but I really need some help at that particular moment.. Time tu jugak la kawan baik sendiri lupa janji dia pada kita.. Sedangkan janji tu dia yang buat.. Tak ape la.. Sebab kau kawan baik aku, aku redha.. Sebab hati ni sayang sangat dekat dia.. Then the FYP starts which I really (x100) dealing with something that makes life more disaster which everyday it takes my breath away.. Ok ade terms cakap THESIS is The Happiness Ended Since It Started.. Sooo true which all the disasters come non stop.. Banyak sebenarnya.. Bayangkan eh, orang kenal Aliah sebagai seorang yang suka bercerita.. Tapi sebenarnya, disebalik cerita yang banyak ni, masih banyak lagi benda yang terpendam yang orang tak tau.. Tak dan nak cerita semua.. Hmmm~

Semester 6..... What a speechless life.. What a disaster life I've go through.. Ya Allah perit sangat rasa.. Orang tak akan faham betapa aku appreciate kawan-kawan.. Hanya Allah sahaja yang tahu betapa Aliah sayang kawan-kawan and antara ujian yang Aliah sangat tak kuat nak hadapi ialah on persahabatan.. Yes because I love them sooo super duper much.. Seriously tak tau la ngape sem ni jadi sensitif yang teramat sangat.. Banyak sangat terasa hati dengan kawan, sampaikan menitik air mata setiap kali terkenang apa yang terjadi.. Sampai nak kena pujuk hati ni untuk berkorban demi kawan-kawan.. Pujuk hati sendiri untuk sabar.. "Sabar, dorang tu kan kawan baik Aliah".. Korang mungkin la nampak the bad side je which Aliah marah, geram, complain.. Tapi the good side bila mana Aliah bersabar, nobody knows how much it hurts inside.. Because people can only see the bad side.. Remember people, good people doesn't always look good and bad people doesn't always look bad.. Sometimes kita tengok orang tu baik je, hakikatnya hatinya hitam.. Sometimes kita tengok orang tu macam penyangak sialan tapi, hakikatnya hati dia seperti malaikat.. Sebab tu kita jangan nak judge orang je k?

And lastly nak cerita pasal The Happiness that Ended Since It Started.. Alhamdulillah walaupun banyak ujian Allah dilalui sepanjang setahun setengah untuk menyiapkan THESIS untuk Final year Project ni, siap jua akhirnya.. Sungguh banyak kali menangis buat THESIS ni but I NEVER GAVE UP.. Alhamdulillah.. Congrats to myself sebab hati kuat melalui segalanya.. Seriously hanya sebab THESIS ni je pon banyak perangai manusia yang Aliah dapat perhatikan.. Yang baik tiba-tiba jadi sebaliknya and yang sebaliknya tu jadi baik.. Semua ada.. Yang tak pernah tolong tu datang tolong, yang tolong sebelum ni lesap pon ada.. Ada yang buat-buat tak tau dengan kita, ada yang ignore, dah tu menyombong berlagak pulak tu siap nak perli-perli.. Yang kedekut ilmu, tak nak share pape konon macam kita ni advance dari dia.. Paranoid! Takpe la semoga kau dapat A k, and lupakan lah kesenangan yang aku ada.. Ya Allah berilah orang-orang yang busuk hati dengan aku ni lebih dari apa yang aku ada, semoga hati mereka menjadi lebih bersih dan lupa akan apa yang aku ada.. Aamiin.. Everyone hopes for an A, same goes to me.. But whatever I got, (A+, A, A-) or (B+, B, B-) or even if (C+ or C) doesn't matter, Alhamdulillah kena tetap bersyukur sebab dah berusaha.. But I just hope I don't have to repeat this, please Ya Allah.. In Shaa Allah..

Alhamdulillah berjaya hantar THESIS walaupun nampak serabut je diri macam dah tak terurus sebab rushing nak hantar, jalan pon berhalusinasi, terhuyung-hayang.. The sleepless night.. The restless week.. The freedomless semester.. UNIMAS [Faculty of Resource Science and Technology (Aquatic Resource Science and Management)]..

So this is how the THESIS looks like.. HEAVY METALS AND WATER QUALITY AROUND SANTUBONG BAY.. Aliah sahut cabaran dapat tajuk yang agak susah sebab dia lebih kepada Chemistry department but somehow I give credit to myself because you're great Aliah.. You've made it..

Look at that woderful view.. Subhanallah Allahuakhbar, indah nya alam ciptaan Allah.. Kebetulan flight delay landing, so dia pusing area Santubong.. And yes that is the Santubong Bay from aeroplane's view.. This is my sampling site for my Final Year Project.. Yet so much memories that I kept..

"Dear Sweetheart" - Alia

Salam semua.. Mesti korang tertanya-tanya kenapa Sweetheart kan? Sweetheart bukan sebarang sweetheart.. Sweetheart ni hanya untuk 1 orang je which is Cikgu Jahan.. Kenapa Sweetheart? Sebab Aliah kenal dia sebagai seorang yang sangat suka senyum which is sweet to me and sangat penyayang.. That is why gelarkan Cikgu Jahan Sweetheart.. Memang dari first time kenal dia kasi gelaran ni and melekat sampai sekarang.. Tapi tak tau la Cikgu Jahan tau ke tak Aliah label dia as Sweetheart.. Huhuhu.. But she means a lot in my life.. Ok lets make some throwback~

2007: The first time Aliah kenal Cikgu is masa Aliah form 2.. Time tu Cikgu Jahan baru masuk sekolah tu and ajar class Aliah subjek Geografi.. She's not even a Geography teacher.. She's a maths teacher so tak boleh nak expect apa-apa la kan.. Ok tu tolak ketepi.. Kisah dia macam ni, masa first time Cikgu tu masuk class, Aliah tenung Cikgu tu dengan penuh kasih sayang.. Then Aliah cakap dengan Liyana (partner meja sebelah merangkap sahabat baik sampai sekarang), "Liyana, aku rasa aku pernah jumpa la Cikgu ni dalam mimpi aku.. Aku rasa aku sayang dia walaupun aku tak kenal dia..".. Liyana kata "kau ni biar betul Aliah..".. And then sepanjang class tu Aliah wondering je..

Few weeks later after waktu rehat, on the way naik tangga ternampak Cikgu Jahan nak pergi class 2 Azam (my class) and I stopped her and smiled at her.. So she stops and smiled back to me.. Then Aliah terus cakap "Cikgu, Aliah rasa macam Aliah sayang sangat kat Cikgu.. Entah eh kenapa.. Tapi sayang sangat".. Then Cikgu cakap ape tau "Cikgu pon sayang awak.. Masa dalam kelas Cikgu perasan awak buat apa selalu sebab Cikgu selalu perhatikan awak masa Cikgu tengah megajar kat depan.. Walaupun Cikgu tak pernah bercakap dengan awak tapi Cikgu pon rasa sayang kat awak".. What a coincidence kan? Wow, betapa Allah rancang dengan baiknya macam mana hati ni boleh sayang tanpa kenal..

And yup until now Aliah sangat rapat dengan Cikgu Jahan and yes I love her sooo much.. Aliah kenal Cikgu sebagai seorang yang sangat tabah.. Disebalik senyuman dia yang tak pernah hilang tu sebenarnya tersimpan banyak kesedihan.. Hmmm, Aliah yang tau ni rasa kesian sangat dengan Cikgu.. That is why I promise her to always be there for her and will always love her walau apa pun jua terjadi.. Alamak macam sweet couple pulak.. Hahahah hmm tak tak tak, this is far away feel alive than having a sweet couple.. Dengan Cikgu Jahan boleh bersayang-sayang bermanja-manja.. Dia sangat motherly.. Oh sejak bila la Aliah ni manja sangat kan.. Hahahaha.. Entah la kenapa manja sangat dengan Cikgu..

Teringat dulu masa sekolah, hari-hari nak jumpa Cikgu Jahan.. Mesti kene jumpa jugak.. At least salam sebelum balik pon jadi la.. Hahahaha.. And I think I'm the only student yang tak suka cuti sebab nak jumpa Cikgu Jahan.. Kalau cuti tu rinduuu sangat walaupun seminggu je.. Hmm sekarang lagi rindu, ye la Aliah kat bumi kenyalang.. Betapa jauhnya.. I missed her every single day.. Lagi-lagi sekarang Cikgu dah pindah ke Putrajaya.. Hmm actually dari masa Aliah Form 3 Cikgu kata nak pindah.. Aliah sampai menangis kot!! Merayu supaya Cikgu tak tinggalkan Aliah kat sekolah tu.. Every year Cikgu mohon tukar sekolah tapi tak dapat.. Now Aliah pon dah tak ada kat sekolah tu, so tak apa lah kalau Cikgu pindah kan.. I just want her to be happy because she's not happy in our school..

Yup memang jauh Cikgu sekarang.. Tapi when there's a will, there's always a way and I know myself which I will always create a way to make it happen.. Tapi ye lah dengan izin Allah of course.. Kalau Allah say no, then no jugak la.. Doa tu yang penting.. Sentiasa doa tanpa henti.. And mintak Allah sampaikan doa tu ke hatinya.. In Shaa Allah orang tu pon sentiasa ingat kat kita.. Ohhh how much I love her.. Teringat masa sekolah dulu Aliah tak ada kawan sangat, so selalu la dengan Cikgu Jahan.. Rajin teman Cikgu and I never regret every moment I spent with her.. Precious!

So today on your birthday, because I missed you sooo much, I sent you a birthday video of me.. Tak pernah la selama ni buat-buat video untuk orang (lately ni je la baru buat 1 untuk DKI).. So I hope you enjoy and I really hope you like it.. Just a simple video of me for you Cikgu.. Ok kalau nak tengok Aliah upload kat bawah ni gambar Aliah wish Cikgu kat Instagram and video yang Aliah whatsapp Cikgu (tapi Cikgu suruh post kat FB Cikgu sekali so that everyone bole tengok walaupun Aliah super malu, ok tapi since when Aliah pemalu kan).. With love, Alia...

As I always said, I can love someone who I don't know or I have not meet in my life.....

(hati yang Allah bagi) ... but I can love you more when I start knowing you.....

1 May 2015: Happy Birthday again Cikgu.. Tahun ni tak dapat nak kasi hadiah, jarak memisahkan kita.. Cewahhhh.. Hahaha.. Tapi Aliah kirim video buat Cikgu dimana Aliah harap sedikit sebanyak dapat lah menghiburkan hati Cikgu.. Ni gamba throwback 2010, tahun terakhir Aliah kat SMKS5.. How much time flies.. Since 2007 knowing you and I never regret~ #teacherslove #cikgujahan #throwback #sVian #graduation #memories #formfice #sweetlove

Ok ni video dia kalau korang nak tengok ada Part 1 and Part 2 ^_^ (tunggu dapat wifi k)

Dedication Buat Datuk Khadijah Ibrahim

Salam everyone.. Ola Ola.. Greetings.. Ok ok dengar ni sila dengar Aliah nak bercerita.. Sorry la kalau boring.. Saya bukan famous blogger pon.. Blog suka-suka nak bercerita sendiri.. Ok mesti korang wondering kan kenapa title dia Datuk Khadijah Ibrahim.. Hmmm cerita dia macam ni.. Intro sikit jap, pada yang tak kenal, Datuk Khadijah Ibrahim ni is a legend singer tahun sebelum Aliah lahir lagi and sampai sekarang she's still famous.. Datuk Khadijah Ibrahim or Datuk Khaty memang Aliah minat gila dengan dia.. Entah la kenapa memang minat sangat-sangat dengan Datuk Khaty.. Suka personality dia and lagu-lagu dia semua.. Ok kalau tak percaya boleh ushar blog ni lagu yang akan play lagu Datuk Khaty ada 2 lagu tu yang favourite la.. Why? Don't ask me, I just love it! Paling favourite Ku Pendam Sebuah Duka, lagu ni tahun 80an kalau tak silap 1987 KOT which is 6 years before I was even born.. That song!! Im not even in this world but yet I love it sooo much since the first time I listened to the song and yep until now minat gilaaa!!

Rasanya selalu dengar dalam drama dulu sebab masa tu kecik-kecik lagi masih primary school.. Then masa dah Form 1 dah ada zaman internet baru la tau kemende youtube bagai ni.. Time tu jugak la zaman myspace friendster bagai orang duk letak-letak lagu favourite en.. Ok bayangkan eh time tu orang duk letak lagu gempak-gempak lagu Avril Lavinge la Likin Park la bagai tapi Aliah letak lagu Datuk Khadijah Ibrahim.. Form 1 tu.. Betapa minatnya dengan Datuk Khaty ni.. That was around 9 years ago in 2006.. Ok Datuk Khaty you should give me some credits on this.. Hahahaha..Joking joking.. Ohhh only Allah knows how I wish u know how much I adore you..

Datuk Khaty please know that I admire you a lot.. Sooo sooo much and I wish I could meet you someday.. One fine day In Shaa Allah kalau diizinkan.. I just love you so much.. Ok Aliah memang pelik sikit sebab belum jumpa pon boleh sayang.. Hmm Allah nak bagi rasa sayang tu.. Nak buat macam mana kan? Nature feeling saya memang begitu, sangat mudah sayang orang.. Datuk Khaty, I wish you read this too.. I dedicate this for you.. I also want you to know that you are one of the best singer in my list.. Suka hati la orang lain tak nak minat tapi Aliah minat.. Ok and what I did just now was googling on Khadijah Ibrahim to see if she has any instagram account but SADLY I couldn't find any.. SAD!! Serious sad!! Ohhh but yes I do find something.. She has a restaurant KHADIJAH'S KITCHEN!! Ohhh Allah that is what I found out today.. Ok now I can make some plans.. Muahahaha Datuk Khaty wait for me yea~

Ohhh tapi kan sedih jugak la.. Hmm wondering.. Main branch dia kat Petaling Jaya at No. 21 Jalan 11/2, Jalan Bukit, Petaling Jaya.. How am I going to get there? Hmm.. But when there's a will there will also be a way.. Datuk Khaty, I read The Star article about your restaurant.. You said "I want my customers to be able to see everyone in the entire room and recognize each other.. You never know, they might even be friends the next time they dine at my restaurant" and all I have in mind is I want to know you Datuk Khaty.. Dapat borak-borak kenal-kenal jadi la kan.. Aww my dreams.. Ohhh your dreams Aliah.. Please at least be realistic!! Hmm nama pon Aliah, memang tak sah tak pelik~

With Love for Datuk Khadijah Ibrahim,

Nur Aliah Naharudin

Birthday BIG BOSS!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BIG BOSS!! BIG BOSS? Yes, Teha lah tu.. Hahahaha.. Dia lah antara kawan pertama yang Aliah kenal dalam Aquatic ni (sekali dengan Fify Afilia).. Ok ingat lagi masa first time kenal tu dorang approach and kenalkan diri.. Dari Johor dua orang ni.. Ok that is one of the reason why senang ngam kot.. So kalau anda BUKAN ORANG JOHOR (AND KITA NGAM), bersyukurlah anda kerana saya memang menyayangi anda sebagai seorang sahabat.. Ok masa first class masa 1^st year 1^st sem tu Teha cakap “hye Aliah”, and Aliah pon wondering (tengah loading jap muka dia) siapa la minah ni kenal pulak denan aku en.. Hahahah then Teha cakap “eh Aliah kau tak kenal kitorang ke?”.. So Aliah pon cakap ler “eh kenal la cuma lupa nama”.. Hahahaha.. FYI saya memang seorang yang sangat susah nak ingat nama orang.. Hahahahaha.. Teha pon cakap la kat Fify “eh Aliah tak ingat kita la”.. HAHAHAHAH.. OMG, time tu baru teringat ni la dua minah Johor Fify and Teha.. Hahaha.. That is how we meet.. Ohhh memories.. Dah 3 tahun berlalu.. Dah nak habis study dah (oh tapi saya extend..tapi takpe).. Wish her all the best in her life and good luck for final sem and graduate soon.. Dah graduate dah kerja nanti jangan lupa aku okey.. Thanks Teha sebab jadi kawan baik aku and yup you are one of the reason why I survive here..

- Inani, Fify, Nadia, BIG BOSS, Aliah, Ita, Dayah -

Back Pain!!!

Harini Allah tarik satu nikmat dia, dia bagi back pain dekat Aliah.. Sakit sangattttt.. Hanya Allah yang tahu.. Tapi itulah ujianNya.. Macam-macam yang bermain kat kepala ni seriously sebab takut sangat.. Ye la muda-muda dah back pain.. Pagi-pagi bangun macam takde ape sangat, dah tengah hari tu nak duduk sakit nak diri sakit.. Semua serba tak kena.. Tak tau la nak buat macam mana.. Tapi sakit-sakit pon sempat jalan-jalan.. Hahahaha.. Ye la ada orang tu OBSESSED sangat nak beli tudng AidiJuma.. Hahahaha.. Dia dok mohon-mohon la kedai tu tak kosong.. Rela dia putus cinta dari tak dapat AidiJuma.. Hahahaha..

So malam pergi clinic pulak suruh Putri drive pinjam kereta Inani.. Thanks Inani pinjamkan kereta and thanks Putri sebab drivekan.. Rasa macam tulang ni dicengkam-cengkam.. Arghhhhhh.. So Dr pon kasi la ubat.. Huhuhu.. Dr kata masalah backbone bukan muscle sebab yang sakit hanya bahagian tengah.. Faktor dia banyak.. Maybe jatuh banyak kali sebelum ni, maybe exercise paksa sangat kot, or maybe stress and banyak lagi la.. Ubat ni susah bebeno nak menelan and yang sapu tu, AISHHHHHH PANAS NYERRR~~~

Ok and satu lagi cerita harini.. Hmmm............. Ade sorang teman rapat ni, dia cakap dia takde mood lately sebab rasa useless and lose hope.. Tak tau nak kasi nasihat macam mana.. But I believe she’s stronger than me.. She is one of the strongest person I know.. Babe, jangan lah risau, Allah ada.. Believe in that.. Orang tak faham kita tak apa, ujian Allah kasi lain-lain.. Yang ni untuk kau.. Allah tau kau kuat, just believe in Him.. Redha dengan setiap apa yang berlaku.. Redha bukan bermakna tiada tangisan.. Menangis lah kalau perlu, Allah ciptakan air mata untuk kita menangis merayu denganNya.. Doalah banyak-banyak.. Tanpa kita mintak pon Dia bagi, inikan kita merayu.. Be strong.. Luv you babe..

Kenangan Disebalik Shawl~

Tiba-tiba teringat balik kisah ni, so saje nak share:

I was so eager to meet my favourite actress Aida Khalida.. Seriously Allah sahaja tahu betapa hati ni nak sangat jumpa dia.. I have my own reason that everyone tak tau but sadly I haven’t tell her.. Ok and so what I did was I saw a contact number few weeks ago in her Instagram on 1 of her posting on her AIDAKHALIDATDG bisnes.. Aliah kan, biase la kalau suka buat benda pelik2 ni.. So I don’t care whose number is that but he or she is going to help me in whatever way.. Hahaha macam kejam bunyi nya.. But I have to do that, no choice.. Because this is consider as 1 of my last hope.. Ok, Aliah memang demand sikit la but whatever.. Tak nak cerita yang lain2.. Nak cerita alkisah apa yang relate.. Yesterday I tweet her as usual untuk wish buka puasa which I do everyday.. Hope dia tak boring because I tweet her every single day.. Because I only have the chance to tweet her this much in Ramadhan.. So I said “Esk I plan to go to your tudung booth around 3.. Hope you'll b there.. Ada rezeki dpt jumpa.. Early wish today, slmt berbuka~”.. And I just hope that she realize this tweet dengan harapan kalau dia betul2 free mungkin tergerak hati dia untuk tunaikan permintaan I ni haaa yang pelik2.. And she retweet it.. Ok Alhamdulillah step 1 success so I just have to try my luck tomorrow (today) because she didn’t reply.. Its ok.. So what I did today is I asked permission from mama untuk keluar pergi KLCC la sebab memang hajat nak cari something kat situ.. So takde la menipunya.. Then kita menyimpang kejap la.. Alaa bukan buat benda tak baik so its ok.. Then Aliah pon pergi la try luck going to the location of the booth.. And I only see her daughter.. But I didn’t lose hope that fast.. I approach her daughter “Assalamualaikum.. Akak kalau tengok saya akak cam tak?”.. And so her daughter know me because I ever whatsapp her mintak tolong untuk arrange jumpa her mom la.. Hahahaha.. Then I ask if her mom datang ke tak harini? Then she called her mom.. She told me that her mom is on the way, datang pon upon request by someone who always tweet her.. Alamak malu pulak.. Hahaha but its ok.. Then I waited until she comes.. And there it goes, she appears in front of me.. Tak terkejut pulak kan? Hahahaha, excited ada tapi entah bila la pulak kan Aliah ni pemalu.. Adeh! So I act like biase je la nervous2 pon.. And I asked her dari mana lepas ni pegi mana and so on.. Then she said “dari rumah sebenarnya tak berapa nak sihat tapi kesian kalau tak datang Aliah nak jumpa”.. Ok terharu sangat2.. Its not Im the only 1 who puts effort to see her, she also put her effort on tunaikan permintaan Aliah ni la yang abah dok kata merapu2.. Then we chit chat sikit2.. Kenal2 sikit, ambik2 gamba, and then she teaches me how to wear shawl and Aunty hadiahkan 1 shawl untuk Aliah.. Aww that’s sooo sweet of you, Insya-Allah I will use it well.. Happy la, sape tak suka kan dapat gift.. Then before balik tadi, I gave her what I did for her this few days.. Hahaha Im not that creative, so kalau buat something tu berhari2 bermalam2 lamanya.. Seperti biasa apa yang Aliah selalu bagi orang, orang tu tak bole bukak dulu.. Dah balik baru boleh bukak.. So I asked her to keep it elok2 because I did that specially for her.. Okey and so this is my story because Im to happy so I share this story and I give the title of my story KENANGAN DISEBALIK SHAWL because I believe that I will always remind this happy moment every time I see the shawl she gave me~ 

P/S: Mula2 Abah tak percaya artis pakai twitter.. So bila hajat tertunai, Aliah kasi abah gamba yang kitorang ambik tadi and abah respond “KENCANG SEH……”

-10 July 2014-